Just like a few of my other heartbreak songs, this song especially, I express through the melodies and lyrics in such an aggressive and sad way in detail about going through a toxic phase with my ex lover back then who would always manipulate me into thinking I was the bad guy. Well after we ended the relationship, when I didnt need her anymore, she would cry day and night thinking about what she has done to me. Although I still miss those moments with her, I guess it's not worth risking my sanity over such love. Toxic love? Putting into an example, its like stabbing you in the lungs and then asking you why you're having trouble breathing. It's just not the kind of life I would want to live.