Happy?

Ethan James Tan

Lyrics: What do you do when you can't get up and you can't get in? What do you say when you've lost it all and you're left broken? I've been forced to feed on empty promises Living through the motions all just because I don't wanna stay alive alone So I turn into someone I don't even know Looking at the mirror, tryna find my soul Silently losing control I know the reason I'm falling But I'm too proud to acknowledge We’re constantly pushed and pulling Tryna work demons the hell out our heads How can you find happiness if you won't let it find you? How can you find happiness if you won't let it find you? People tell me that I gotta be this and I gotta do that Then I get warped up with their ideals of being perfect I've been forced to feed on empty promises Living through the motions all just because I don't wanna stay alive alone So I turn into someone I don't even know Looking at the mirror, tryna find my soul Silently losing control I know the reason I'm falling But I'm too proud to acknowledge We’re constantly pushed and pulling Tryna work demons the hell out our heads How can you find happiness if you won't let it find you? How can you find happiness if you won't let it find you? Enough with this cycle, I’m done going psycho, this life’s been circling the drain No more answers that don’t make sense cause I won’t hang by your thread Can’t hear myself, all I’ve known is all that I’ve been told How can you find happiness if you won't let it find you? How can you find happiness if you won't let it find you?